it seems to me that this is one of the only places and a rant and noone is going to care bc noone reads this. Kinda just like its a journal for my self. Shit isnt going right at all anymore, I dont have job/cant find one, i have no money, no gas, and keep getting stepped all over no matter where i go and what i do. Everybody knows that im not the guy whos likes someone alot and date people, but lately that shit has changed. Last year i met a girl who i was awesome and i was really crazy about and then kinda like a figured i got crushed. I hate getting my self into those situations because i know thats whats going to happen to me. I see this girl all the time and yes of course i still have strong feelings for her even though those feeling are not mutual what so ever. Now once again i put myself in a similar situation, I like a girl alot whos feeling are also not mutual as mine, and last night proved it. She knows i like her but doesnt seem to really care. We're all hanging out having a great time, drinking, smoking, listening to music and just having fun, then sht gets wierd, she gets really close to someone else there and basically all i want to do is leave and not say a word, but insteadi stayed and felt like an idiot for the rest of the night. Well as i should. Its my own goddamn fault for thinking something would ever happen when it never will. so basically fuck this world, fuck my life and fuck you.
im out.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Shit will never be the same
Friends come and go, but i never expected my best ones to be gone forever.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
For the time that was
Basically all this is, is a blog of old friends old times and great memories and everynow and then random bullshit.
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